I've been hanging amidst my decisions
Time is Passing by...
And I feel I am not doing the things I should have been.
I want to do so much, learn so much! Achieve so much
And at some point it feels, it's not happening and I question "Why?"
You're doing everything you can
And with every "it's not happening" Arises self doubt.
"Am I really capable? ", " It seems impossible! ", " Maybe it's not meant for me ", " It's too big a dream! "
The only reason that will keep you get going is The Reason why you first choose to chase that dream.
That's all it takes one single reason.
I have my single reason, I have that gut feeling but again it seems too far, and I am, I don't know where I am, Where do I lie in the distance towards the receiving end?
This happens, I've heard accomplished people saying. Sometimes just wait till passion finds you.
And I don't know, I am still in quest of my passion or the one I am working on is my passion? I feel like it is... But it seems far, so farr