It is not easy to healing. While everyone is trying to chase their dreams and at the same time, you are fighting with yourself. It's not easy to find happiness in the darkness. When every single thing seems useless, life became unreasonable. It's hard to get your soul back when your mind put a war against your heart but you can defeat it As I did. Yes, it seems hard but not impossible. All you have to do is to believe in yourself, there's only you who can help you. It's ok if no one listens but you listen to your inner voice. Don't let your mind fool your heart. So get up, you are strong enough to face it, just reminds yourself, I know you can do it because you are special.
It's hard to find happiness in the darkness but not impossible.